Well it's winter!!

It's so COLD!!!! The other night we had 3 degree temps. and been rising alittle since, like 12 degrees then 15 degrees at night.  last night it was 21 degrees. Been beacated in the living room with the heaters, the rest of the house has been but off with blankets on the doors and windows. But I did get the living room around 55 - 60 degrees at night in here. So it's not that bad.

During this time the water in the pips are frozen.  I know the other night it was going to friz and we left the water dripping. but it still froze. OK, so a pipe broke. and we called the landlord and he called someone to come out that night and that guy used a whole roll of electrical tape to stop the leak. So ok, we have water kinda.  Then we went ahead and turn the water off outside to make sure it didn't leak during the night.  The next morning, we turned the water back on for the water that was left in the pips are frozen. The only water that comes in the house is in the toilet. So we haven't had water in the sinks or shower for 3 days. It's so much fun living in a crappy house.


~~~~~~GOOD NEWS!!!!~~~~~~~~~

We're working on getting out of here and in to our own house!!!  The timeline looks to be march when we move out of here and into something better!!!

Weeping willow

I had the on another blog that not doing anything so I'm closing that one and putting everything on this one.

I made this out of yarn and a broken Embroidery loop.  I hung it up on my wall.

2015 Song!!!!

I pick this song, because is makes me feel good, smile and think I can do anything.  "Just Do You" by India Arie.       

Lyrics to Just Do You 

 

 I heard a voice that told me I'm essential
That all my fears are limiting my potential
Said it's time to step into the light and
Use every bit of the power I have inside

So what'chu waiting on
Who You waiting for
If You don't take a chance You'll never know whats in store

Just Do You (Somebody's got to be Your star)
Just Do You (Somebody's got to raise the bar)
Just Do You (Somebody's got to change the game)
Just Do You (Today)

Every mountain needs someone to climb it
Every ocean needs someone to dive in
Every dream needs someone to wish it
Every adventure needs someone to live it

So what'chu waiting on
Who You waiting for
If You don't take a chance You'll never know whats in store

Just Do You (Somebody's got to be your star)
Just Do You (Somebody's got to raise the bar)
Just Do You (Somebody's got to change the game)
Just Do You (Today)

If You create the game then You create the rules
And if You just be You
There's no way You can lose

There's a story waiting for you to write it
There's a treasure waiting for you to find it
There's a picture waiting for you to paint it
There's a dollar waiting for you to make it

So what'chu waiting on
Who You waiting for
If You don't take a chance You'll never know whats in store

Just Do You (Somebody's got to be your star)
Just Do You (Somebody's got to raise the bar)
Just Do You (Somebody's got to change the game)
Just Do You (Today)

If You create the game then You create the rules
And if You just be You
There's no way You can lose

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2015 NOT reslution but Goals.

This year I'm not going to do the usual about "I"m going to do this...." crap I've done in the past. I'm going to do the "I'm going to WORK on..."  I think a Life style change is in order. I want and need a healthy life.

I know I want....

Meditation everyday
Drink more water (everyday)
Walk more
Deal with my emotion better
Get with Mother Nature more.
saving money
Selling my creation (same goal every year, but something always happens.)


I'm thinking about starting slow on ONE item at a time for a month.
Meditation, before bed, even for a few minutes.
Drinking more water. start out by on bottle a day for a week, then 2 the next week.
Walking further away from the stores.

Word or Words for 2015

I have two words this year.

Self-Care (something that everyone harps on me about, I do things for others and not myself.) I shouldn't feel guilty for taking a simple shower. I feel like that cause, I'm taken time away from my family and housework. I should feel bad, for having a bad day or a bad moment. This year I should do one thing a week that if for ME. Rather it is to paint my nails or have time to myself. And NOT feel guilty for taking a shower.

Brave (I graduate collage in 2015!! Need to be brave to go out and get that job I want.) I'm scare of rejection and failure. I really never had a job other then housewife. And that will change this year. I know I want a job that will further my goal into owning my own business. 

People with PTSD

People with PTSD, shouldn't be abandon, while their are healing, they need to be listen to, cared for and know that someone is there.

We as a people should know this, but today, a good friend of mine was kick out and block from a group that was helping her deal with her trouble past. And no one will tell her what she did wrong.

She was added to the group in Mid November of this year. So she was only there for a month,  She decided to become an admin to the group on Monday, cause one of her faults that that she scared to help people, but likes to help people And when she got up this morning, (Wednesday) She was kick out of both. She know she feels abandoned and alone.  She's been abandoned her whole life, so this is a step back for her.

I'm writing this, cause I am mad, I have seen her grow to love herself and be someone she wants to be. And in the last month she was so excited that she found people who had some of the same experience and that she could talk to, and now this. How dare they do this. It makes me wonder who all that done this to.

MY kids are angels.

And the reason why I say that is the other night. At my son second appointment of that day, after having a day of appointments. First with my son at the neurologist in a town 45 mins. away from home, then my hubby in a town 30 way from home, and then my son again in home town. At least the appt. times where spaced out there I can get to all of them. And on my way home pick up a friend so I can take her shopping, she needed some stuff, and it was on the way. But It was a long day driving. So at my son second appointment and the last one of that day. I was tired. So while he was in there talking to his therapist, my friend is an aunt to him went in there with him so, I decided to close my eyes and JUST sit there. Yeah Right, what made me think I can get away with that. 

There was this, I'll say 5 maybe 4 year old paying, and he was good and quiet for a while then it started....

It started out him telling his mom he was thirsty, then demanding a drink - hot cocoa. She didn't get up and he asked for what she was drinking, She said, coffee, she says no, cause he would bounce of the wall. Then he pester her until she gave in "one" drink... 5 or so drinks later, he was drinking it and she was just telling him to stop put it down, after every drink he took. Ok, then she proceeded to get up and see if there was any hot cocoa. In the office we have a one cup coffee, tea, hot cocoa, machine, Hot cocoa is a seasonal item, and sometimes it's just not there, due to that fact we're in a children clinic. So...

 There wasn't, so she made him coffee cause he didn't want tea. I mean really there is water and tea. But he said no. Who the hell is the parent here?


So sad say, I didn't get to shut my eyes until they left. and because I couldn't get my nap, I type this out on my phone, while it was happening.  And when my son came out. I thanked him for not being a rude little boy he could have been.